Wednesday, August 29, 2012

Nazarene Essay: God is Faithful!

Just wanted to share the essay that Brian wrote for Nazarene Bible College. This just further shows where his heart is and how God is leading us.

"My experience is one that is especially amazing to me. I remember going to church when I was little but I don’t remember praying or asking Jesus into my heart. As the years went by, my family didn’t go to church anymore and I had grown accustomed to not going. My wife is a believer and was when we got married, but I was lost or should I say blinded as in 2 Corinthians 4:4. I was very selfish and thought that I could do anything I wanted no matter the consequences. I finally got to the point where I hit my knees and asked God to enter my heart, to never leave and to guide my life. I knew that he was the only way. Tears were streaming down my face and I have never felt anything like that peace at that moment. It was as if my shoulders were no longer heavy. Our Lord and Savior had entered me and forgiven all my transgressions.
After that emotional day, I didn’t know where to go, but God gave me guidance. I had never prayed before, so I asked my wife’s uncle who is a leader in his home church in Florida to disciple me and we started meeting weekly. I didn’t know what church to go to but my wife recommended on for me to visit until we chose First Baptist Church of Pearland to attend together. I didn’t have a Bible but with technology I downloaded the Bible on my phone and had access to every version. God was faithful and answered every prayer and equipped me with all of these blessings. Praise the Lord!
One day, I was driving home from dropping my wife at work and my daughter was talking gibberish in the backseat. It was, by all accounts, a normal morning. Suddenly, my heart lit up like a fire cracker and I felt goose bumps all over my body. I knew that somehow I had to tell everyone that I came in contact with who Jesus Christ is and what he has done. I had never felt like this before nor was I expecting this answer. God had spoken so clearly and I knew this was what I had to do.
When I was looking for employment in Texas, I found a commercial janitorial company who was hiring an operations manager. Since this had been my field of expertise for the past 10 years, I applied. The interview went very smooth and my qualifications were exactly what he was looking for. I intensely prayed for this job but after two weeks I hadn’t heard anything. One Sunday my Pastor asked how the job search was going and my wife replied that if I didn’t get this job then that would definitely be a sign that God had other plans for me. After another week of silence, I emailed the company. The response was disheartening to say the least. The door was closed which was beyond my understanding, but God’s plans were bigger than mine.
During all these days of waiting, I researched the company and among other things I saw that the owner had a Bachelor’s degree from Nazarene University. Since I was also looking for schools to further my education, this made me dig deeper. All of the colleges that I was interested in attending were Bible Colleges. After three days of seeking the Lord non-stop for his will about school, Nazarene Bible College caught my eye. I called and was kindly greeted and given information about the school. As I prayed, God very quickly opened doors in Colorado Springs. I called my friends and family asking them if they knew anyone was hiring. The quick response was amazing! Within one week I had a place to stay, a car and a job that was waiting for me. Praise the Lord for opening doors to where he wants me to study his word.
For so long, I was an operations manager for a commercial janitorial company. My main job responsibility was taking care of the clients and employees that I managed. On a daily basis, I visited different clients to make sure that their needs were met. Also, for two years I was a trainer at a call center. It was my passion to help people understand the curriculum that I was teaching. Talking in front of a crowd was never a problem for me. I know that with the right guidance, I can effectively spread the word. I have never been to college before, however I do know that my calling is to be a Pastor and spread the good news. I have never been more sure of anything in my life. He is my light and my salvation. I trust that God will lead me to what tools and resources I need to accomplish this. I want to learn everything I can at Nazarene about our Lord and Savior.
As I attended my church in Pearland, I saw our senior pastor, Pastor Sonny, and my Sunday school teacher, Jason, explain the word with incredible knowledge and understanding. Everyone is there to worship our Lord and Savior, to help the lost, to minister to each other and to learn more about God. Now more than ever I know that this is what I am called to do. I see myself in the pulpit and in front of a Sunday school class explaining the word. I will greatly miss my church but I know that God is sending me on a different path that will glorify him. So as Jesus calls in Matthew 4:19, I am following and will always follow his path!"


Praise the Lord for his continued faithfulness in our lives!

Wednesday, August 22, 2012

Ministry - The beginning of a great adventure

“Grace to you and peace from God our Father and the Lord Jesus Christ, who gave himself for our sins to deliver us from the present evil age, according to the will of our God and Father, to whom be the glory forever and ever. Amen” Galatians 1:3-5

I thought it fitting to begin this “letter” this way because of the good news that we have to share. Also, I’ve always thought it was an eloquent way to begin a letter to the people that we love.

We have definitely had an interesting year. We can proudly say that God has been working in our lives and providing restoration as individuals, in our marriage, as parents, and in our family as a whole. We can’t praise him enough for the good, bad, ugly and miraculous things that have happened because they have led us to a deeper appreciation and knowledge of the Sovereign God that we serve.

Through talking with our Pastor, talking with each other, praying through scripture and seeking God’s guidance, we can say with confidence that God has called Brian in the ministry. God has thoroughly lit a fire in both of our hearts to pursue this path. We know that it won’t be easy, but we are trusting that God is doing a good work in us and we are thanking “Him who has given me strength, Christ Jesus our Lord, because He judged me faithful, appointing me to His service”. (1 Tim 1:12)

What does this mean practically? Well within one week of us confirming our obedience to this calling, God moved big mountains. As we were looking into the different schools and options that are available, God very clearly led us to Colorado Springs by providing Brian a place to stay, a car, financial aid for a great school, and a good job that he can start at any time. While all of these doors were opening, when we weren’t looking for them at all, all of the options that we WERE pursuing here in Pearland continued to close. We got passed up for some jobs that there is no reason that Brian should not have gotten it other than, God’s will. This being said, we are so grateful for such a clear voice of direction from our Provider and Brian will hopefully be starting school at Nazarene Bible College in November. Our lease in Pearland is not complete until the end of Jan 2013 so I will be staying in Pearland, working and holding down the fort. God has provided all of the things that we need in order for us to flourish in Colorado and an added bonus is that we will be closer to Brian’s oldest kiddos, Izzy and Vini. We have missed them very much and are excited that we will all get to spend time together as a family. I love all of my siblings and I am so happy for Ryot to get to experience this as well.

It makes us sad to think about leaving, but we know that the relationships that we have built here in Pearland are lasting will be continued even from states away. And the relationships that were already long distance will now have a beautiful mountainous vacation spot!  We don’t know if this is where God will keep us, but we do know that this is where he is leading us now. Please keep us in your prayers as we seek to be obedient and carry out his word to the world. We have no other desire than to glorify God and spread his great message.

This is the beginning of a great adventure.

Loves,
The Taylor Family

Thursday, August 16, 2012

Not-so-drought-status

Brian and I were driving home on a wednesday evening and we heard a song on the radio talking about how God is faithful through the drought and through the storm. We talked about how we have definitely had our share of storms this year and now we are in a drought. Still jobless, we agreed that we just need to wait on the Lord. The next day, we hear a song talking about waiting on the Lord...Ok, God, we are waiting on you, show us your direction. Fast forward to Sunday, a conversation starts during Sunday School and I get to share with my friends that God is proving faithful through the drought that we are in. Well, another couple days go by and it's wednesday night again. Brian and I are getting encouragement and advice from our passionate God-fearing leader (love our Pastor!). He is asking us how the past 3 weeks had been and what we learned. We explain that God is good and our relationship is worlds better than what it has been. We were proud and happy to tell him that we have been praying every morning and evening together and seeking the Lord's will for our lives. Then we got to explain to him that God was being faithful through the drought that we were in. To that he laughed and replied, "That doesn't sound like a drought to me. That sounds like a fresh, cool spring with waves and a waterfall." That literally stopped me in my tracks. He then went on to explain what a miracle it was that Brian and I were not only together, but thriving in love, and serving the Lord together. It was a complete turn-around from where we were just a couple months ago to now.

We already know that God is in control. We already know that he is going to take care of us. But just because we aren't getting the directions and instructions in what we think is a timely manner, we labeled it a drought. Yes, we still need a job but that doesn't mean everything about our lives is drought-status. But during the 3 times that I explained about this drought it was never followed through with how amazing of a miracle God's love and forgiveness is. God's forgiveness that is unconditional. He stretched out his hand to my husband who was literally drowning in the traps and snares of the world. He softened and healed my broken and tattered heart. He brought us together to not only be able to tolerate each other but find true God-centered, open, honest, trusting, agape love. How precious is this gift of salvation and reconcilation?!

Chris Tomlin says best how I am feeling right now:

It's your kindness Lord
That leads us to repentance
Your favor Lord, is our desire
It's your beauty Lord
That makes us stand in silence
And your love, your love
Is better than life!!!!!!

I'm really looking forward to fellowshiping with my fellow brothers and sisters in Christ on Sunday morning and starting a new Bible study on Sunday night. As of today, I think I will just spend some quiet time praising the Lord for my marriage, our beautiful children (Izzy, Vini and Ryot) and just loving the Lord for who He is.

God is Good. God is Great. God is worthy to be praised!